Every day is a present

Nothing happens by accident...
If one day when you wake up, you would find on your bed a beautifully wrapped present with delicate bows, you would open it before even washing your face, curious about what is inside....

Maybe what you find is something you do not like very much...then you would put away the box wondering what to do with the present...

But, if the next day you also find another present, you would open it and, if this time you find something inside that you like very much....

A memory from someone that is far away....a beautiful clothing you saw on a window shop...the keys to a new car....a beautiful winter coat...or just a beautiful flower from somebody that remembered you.....

This happens every day, but we do not realize it...
Every day when we wake up, it is there, before us, a present sent to us by God....a whole day to use in the best possible way

Sometimes it comes with problems, issues that we do not seem to be able to solve. Sometimes it comes with sadness, deception, even tears...

But other times it comes full of surprises, happiness, success and achievements......
What is important is that every day we receive a present, wrapped especially for us while we sleep:
THE NEXT DAY. We are presented this box with colored bows, no matter what the day brings........

That day when we wake up every morning is a PRESENT.....
The present that life gives us.
It is not always what we wish or what we hope for......
But it is the best for us, what we need most, what we have to learn.....what we need to grow...

Open your PRESENT every day, giving thanks first to the Creator that gave it to you, without thinking what is inside the box.
If today you do not receive the present you wanted, wait for the next one....and appreciate what you received today.

Tomorrow... Open your present with love and enthusiasm, because one day your dreams and the life plan for you will come inside the box, beautifully wrapped for you...

(credit to Jeevan Nair by forwarding this email to me)

When 3rd January Comes

It's my birthday. Again the number increase :D. Well it's only a number. heheheh

Thanks to all wishes and gifts. I feel blessed and peace.
Love u all

Apart of that i received special note from a good friend of me. It touch my heart so much.
Here it is...

Jodoh tiada kaitan dengan keturunan. Hanya belum sampai masanya. Ia bagai menanti jambatan untuk ke seberang. Kalau panjang jambatannya jauhlah perjalanan kita. Ada org jodohnya cepat sebab jambatannya singkat. Usia 25 tahun rasanya belumlah terlalu lewat. Dan usia 35 tahun belum apa² kalau sepanjang usia itu telah digunakan untuk membina kecemerlangan. Nyatakanlah perasaan dan keinginan anda itu dalam doa² lewat sembahyang. Allah mendengar.

Wanita baik untuk lelaki yang baik, sebaliknya wanita jahat untuk lelaki yang jahat. Biar lambat jodoh asalkan mendapat Mr Right dan biar seorang diri drpd menjadi mangsa lelaki yang tidak beriman kemudian nanti.

Memang kita mudah tersilap mentafsir kehidupan ini. Kita selalu sangka, aku pasti bahagia kalau mendapat ini. Hakikatnya, apabila kita benar² mendapat apa yang kita inginkan itu, ia juga dtg bersama masalah. Bukan semua yang anda sangka membahagiakan itu benar² membahagiakan. Bahagianya mungkin ada tapi deritanya juga datang sama. Semua benda, pasti ada baik buruknya.

Demikian juga perkahwinan. Ia baik sebab ia dibenarkan oleh agama, sunnah Nabi, sebagai saluran yang betul untuk melepaskan shahwat di samping membina sahsiah dan sebagainya, tapi ia juga buruk sebab ramai org yang berkahwin hidupnya semakin tidak terurus.

Ramai orang menempah neraka sebaik sahaja melangkahkan kaki ke alam berumahtangga. Bukankah dengan Ijab dan Kabul selain menghalalkan hubungan kelamin, tanggungjawab yang terpaksa dipikul juga turut banyak? Bukankah apabila anda gagal melaksanakannya, anda membina dosa seterusnya jambatan ke neraka?

Berapa ramaikah yang menyesali perkahwinan masing² padahal dahulunya mereka bermati-matian membina janji, memupuk cinta kasih malah ada yang sanggup berkorban apa sahaja asalkan segala impian menjadi nyata?

Jika tidak sanggup untuk bergelar isteri tidak usah berkahwin dulu. Jika merasakan diri belum cukup ilmu untuk bergelar ibu ataupun ayah, belajarlah dulu. Jika rasa² belum bersedia untuk bersabar dgn kerenah anak², carilah dulu kesabaran itu. Jangan berkahwin dahulu sebab kenyataannya ramai yang tidak bersedia untuk melangkah tetapi telah melompat, akhirnya jatuh terjerumus dan tidak jumpa akar berpaut tatkala cuba mendaki naik. Berkahwin itu indah dan nikmat bagi yang benar² mengerti tuntutan2nya.

Berkahwin itu menjanjikan pahala tidak putus² bagi yang menjadikannya gelanggang untuk mengukuhkan iman, mencintai ALLAH SWT dan menjadikan syurga sebagai matlamat. Berkahwin itu sempadan dari ketidaksempurnaan insan kepada kesempurnaan insan – bagi yang mengetahui rahsia²nya.

Berkahwinlah anda demi ALLAH SWT dan Nabi-NYA, bukan berkahwin kerana perasaan dan mengikut kebiasaan. Jodoh usah terlalu dirisaukan, tiba masanya ia akan datang menjemput, namun perlu juga anda membuka lorong²nya agar jemputan itu mudah sampai dan tidak terhalang.

“Jika manusia tahu akan kekuatan sesebuah Doa, nescaya mereka takkan pernah berhenti-henti melakukannya”

Salam Maal Hijrah 1431H & New Year 2010

Salam untuk semua,

Semoga tahun baru 1431H & New Year 2010 memberi keberkatan kepada kita semua dengan ketenangan hidup, murah rezeki, akhlak yang terpuji, kesabaran yang tinggi, ikatan persaudaraan yang kukuh, kasih sayang yang melimpah dan iman yang kukuh. May this new year brings much more better to me, us and everybody. Insya Allah. Semoga kita semua sentiasa berada di bawah lindungan-Nya. Amin..

Ku menatap dalam kelam
Tiada yang bisa ku lihat
Selain hanya nama-Mu ya Allah

Esok ataukah nanti
Ampuni semua salahku
Lindungi aku dari segala fitnah

Kau tempatku meminta
Kau beriku bahagia
Jadikan aku selamanya
Hamba-Mu yang slalu bertakwa

Ampuniku ya Allah
Yang sering melupakan-Mu
Saat Kau limpahkan karuniaMu
dalam sunyi aku bersujud
padaMu

Year 2009 Recap

Bile turning back sepanjang tahun ni i can say sadness and happiness are balanced or maybe more to sadness hehehe. Early this year i quote this statement in my post "I can say 2008 was a good year for me" how about this year? this year...byk membazirkan air mata la, terlalu banyak. quite a tough year for me :). This post is to roughly summarize about my 2009.

Personal life
I've learnt a lot tentang manusia yang bernama a man. And the greatest thing i learn is this "Life's not about the people who act true to your face. It's about the people who remain true behind your back". Well it's not the end of the world. Allah is always with us and Allah knows BEST. It's nothing to regret or to be sad. It's a piece of test from Allah to me. "It's just Allah's way to make our spirit strong". And of course my beloved family and dear friends are always there for me. Love you all. Ade jugak la part2 yang happy for example, this year byk spend time dgn family, a few friends get enggaged and married and etc.


Career life
This is my second year in this sector, cabaran makin byk and sometimes menguji my patient so much. And sometimes i failed to face that. But it's really good experience for me because from that i get to know ragam-ragam manusia. Air mata ade jugak yang dibazirkan because of them hehehe. Actually by crying, it makes me release and feel cool. Seriuosly, it's hard to deal with "those" people. A part of that, byk jugak hanky panky things happened which i really x comfortable with.


Conclusion & Hope

When Life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Niece, I am proud of you

Congratulation to all of you
Love u all
2009 is their excellence year
Wish you all the best in your future undertakings

~Along Aina~
Finished her degree and Jan 2010 will further her study (Master) at UiTM

~Adek CT~
Finished her Diploma with flying colors (Anugerah NC) and will further her degree soon

~Along Tasha~

PMR 8A's

~Adik Fify~

UPSR 5A's

Eeka 8th Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, NIECE
11 DECEMBER 2009

celebrated her birthday today
theme : purple party (decided by birthday gurl)
last year it was pink

November Activities

Hi all,

First of all, i would like to wish "Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha" to all muslim readers. May this Eid bring us happiness and keberkatan. Today, i will recap my activities througout November. For this raya me and sister (Nadia) together with my nieces (Along aina, Along tasha and Adek ct) celebrated raya in KL. We spent our raya with window shopping (is't?? hehehe) and bowling and lepaking and online and watching tv. And of course it's time for me to relax my mind from work stuffs :D

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5 Nov
The Warung, Mid Valley
Mini Gathering Farisian9600 Gurls

It's quite a long time we didnt meet each other. It's great time spent with them. Thank you to Lyn who's the one planned for this event. To Aifaa, Ain, CT Nor, Reen, E-Walk, Che Zal and Ana. thanks for coming. We had joy we had fun that night, talk and talk, laugh and laugh. Friendship remains guys :D To Lyn, wish u all the best for ur new life. We'll pray for your success.

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13 - 15 Nov
KL Plaza Suites
Sleep over with nieces

Actually i promised them since early this year for the activity. hehehe. Sorry nieces ur aunt schedule was so pack + one of you sat for PMR. Don't worry i still kept the promise, right. I m so sure, all of them were so happy and enjoy the moment there.

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My next entry will be on reviewing 2009 sweet & bad memories/activities/etc (but dunno when i'll write the entry hehehe). FYI, i'll be busy till mid of December and will take long leave end of this year. 2009 is coming to the end. 2010 is around the corner and i am counting the day :)

Nov & Dec Scheduled Outstation

09 Nov - 11 Nov - UNITEN - attended
17 Nov - 18 Nov - Kuantan, Pahang Seremban, NS - attended
30 Nov - 02 Dec - Kuching, Sarawak - Confirmed attend (Holiday Inn)
06 Dec - 09 Dec - Kuantan, Pahang - Confirmed attend (Mega View)
10 Dec - 11 Dec - Rompin, Pahang - Confirmed attend (Serai D Lanjut Beach and Golf Resort)

What's next?

Most probably Perlis 3rd week of Dec (not confirmed yet)

note: byk cite nak update tp mood nak update blog tu masih tiada

a note from eeka

ALL THE BEST TO RED WARRIORS
GOMO KELATE GOMO (walaupun kalah-update 07112009 23:30)

MALAYSIA CUP 2009
KELANTAN VS NEGERI SEMBILAN

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status FB selepas KELANTAN jd NAIB JOHAN MALAYSIA CUP

• warns.."jangan sape2 cakap pasal bola dgn aku dlm mase smggu ni..kalo x,aku btukar jd monster and makan korg..kepale tgh brasap nie wehh!!!" (~o~!)

• sowi geng, aku xlayan bola la. :p
  

• off tt,ym,forum,fb sbulan...
  

• ala....feel so sad =(...skt jiwa ku ni, klh lak bola....da r klh x bergaya lngsung....bakpo r klh brt bnr ni...mjur r indra dan sumbat 1 gol...lau x mmg hamoeh giler r...cian kt penyokong k'tan....hbh suara2 i duk sorok ni!!!lembik r main male ni...mcm duk ambak itik lak...
  

• cayAlaH kelate.. laz2 menet indra sePak ngan bergaya.. kaloH bermarUah sek kiTo.. hahahahaaa.... jUpO taUn2 depe plOk.. penjarIng gOl terbanyOk sek mNo??? sek kItOoo jugaok.. wiwittttttttttttttttt
  

• Thumbs up 4 B.Sathianathan 4 bringing Kelantan to final M League. Next year we pray 4 the best. Wan Jamak takes 3 year to bring NS to win this M League.
  

• congratulation to kelantan... kelantan bermurah hati bagi negeri sembilan menang dulu. tahun depan giliran kelatan pulak.

• kelate kito xdok rezeki kali ni...kito cuba lak tahun depan...huhu

Sleepover Invitation

To all my beloved nieces and nephews (if you are around la), you are invited to join this activity as per details. The reservation is confirmed.

Eldest niece Convocation

CONGRATULATION AND CELEBRATION
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN YOUR FUTURE UNDERTAKINGS

&

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR INTERVIEW
MAY ALLAH SWT BLESS YOU ALWAYS

Life's not about the people who act true to your face. It's about the people who remain true behind your back

"Life's not about the people who act true to your face. It's about the people who remain true behind your back" - this is a common quote for us but it gives us deep meaning especially when we deal with people who act true only to your face not behind. Well, I have a "great" experience with that kind of situation/people and it gave me a great lesson. Now, I can say, again I am dealing with those kind of people [sigh], but I am trying to be as cool as I can, I just want to see for how long they (they can be he or she hehehe) can stand doing that. Don’t think you are smart enough. Just be yourself. Don’t be hypocrite or liar or pretender. Honesty is the BEST policy. For what had happened before and now, seriously it’s hard for me to believe in people words [sorry to say this]. Sometimes I have to let at least 5% doubts fill up my mind – precaution purpose for myself. “The heart feels what the eyes cannot see, and knows what the mind cannot understand” - We can know who are remain true behind our back. Smile to your life as you still have nice people around you who are truly loves and cares for you. To my beloved families and friends thanks for being good to me. And for those who's NOT, Allah Knows BEST :)

Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none

Gamat The Musical

Last night i had a chance to watch Gamat The Musical. Three stars for the theater (out of 5). Nice props and costumes. Thumbs Up to family gamat (special appearance: Amy Mastura) and si ikan buntal (Natasha Hudson). Thanks to my fren (Cik Ct Nor) for the ticket. I enjoyed the 2hours++ show though i m bit sleepy towards the end of the show. Actually, watch the theather is not my main purpose, my main purpose is to meet my old fren ct nor. It's about 3 years we are not seeing each other and because of the Gamat The Musical we met. I m happy :D Enjoy the photos.

family gamat

the anak gamat

cik ct nor

Congratulation, University Malaya

note: i feel proud of them, UM is the BEST :D


source: the star online, 8 October 2009

Aidilfitri 2009

Alhamdulillah, Aidilfitri kali ini disambut meriah dlm kesederhanaan. Met papa & mama and the whole family members was d main agenda. Activities during raya :

~visit relatives n friends
~spend time with families
~eat and eat and eat
~talk and talk and talk
~melayan nephews n nieces
~etc

From bottom of my heart i'm happy and enjoy.

Now already in KL, resting at home, refreshing mood to start working ;) bundle of work is waiting. More Raya's pics can be viewed @ my facebook

Balik Kampung

Left KL at 1:30am thursday morning. no traffic jam. safely arrived hometown at 8:00am. Alhamdulillah. Will be at hometown from 17 Sept till 25 Sept. For those yang baru nak balik kg, have a safe journey. Home sweet home :D

Salam Aidilfitri

Since Hari Raya is around the corner, I'm delighted to wish you n family happy and blessed Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Batin. Sorry for any wrong doing in the past, either from my written in this blog, or even my acts in real life. Have a wonderful Hari Raya everyone. Have a safe journey back to hometown. Happy Holiday. Take good care :D

Iftar with ACCP Friends

Date : 13 Sept 2009
Venue : Sabak Restaurant
Guest : Me, Sha, Sal, CR, Irma, Izah, Hairul & Kimin
(special appearance Ezzy, Nizal & Sir Ilyas)
Organizer : Irma
Rating : Good

more photos in my facebook

The woman I call sister

The woman I call sister Is someone who is there.
The woman I call sister Is someone who always cares.
The woman I call sister Can make me smile when times are blue.
The woman I call sister Is someone very true.
The woman I call sister By choice, is my best of friend.
The woman I call sister Will be there till the end.
The woman I call sister Is the blessing from God above.
The woman I call sister Is the sister that I'll always love.
Will miss u SIS.
Thank you for everything

aunty and nieces @ saloon

This afternoon went to Red Purple Saloon at Serdang Raya with my sister and nieces. The service was very good and of course it will be my second, third, fourth time there [since my fav saloon at BBS been moved at other place]. Enjoy the photos

out of kl for one week

I'll be at hometown from 27 Aug till 2 Sept
why i take quite long leave

1. spend time with parents and family
2. mereleasekan mind yang agak stress dgn people around me (especially at office)
3. annual leave still banyak (after deduct this holiday, still ade 27 days if m not mistaken)
4. last few months was a hectic month for me (in term of work & personal thingy)

Actually, there are a few more reasons, will update soon

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak 1430

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to all my dear family and friends,


My prayer to all hope this year Ramadan bring more happiness and may Allah swt bless us always.
Sorry for all my wrongdoings and do forgive me.
Happy Fasting to all.

Breakfast with niece

conversation with eeka:

the waiter serve curry for roti canai

eeka : [with weird face] cik ann, ape tu? spider ke dlm kari tu huhuhu (referring the pic in circle)
me : bukan la eeka, itu bunga lawang
eeka : sure ke cik ann? xpela, cik ann remove dulu benda tu baru eeka makan
me : ok [but she still mcm teragak2 nk makan]

My 9th Niece

new family member
Nurul Husnina Suffia

daniadanis tag me

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah:
daniadanis knows the answer

2. Saya sedang mendengar:
raining outside

3. Mungkin saya patut:
ke JPJ renew license

4. Saya suka:
shopping

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya:
tgh berkebun kat farmville hehehe (refer kwn2 ofis)

6. Saya tak faham:
knp org susah nk commit dengan tanggungjwb

7. Saya kehilangan:
datuk & nenek

8. Ramai yang berkata:
tapi tak ramai yang jujur... (copy paste from daniadanis)

9. Makna nama saya:
dunno, but for me it's unique

10. Cinta itu adalah:
KEJUJURAN

11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang:
bercakap mengenai sy

12. Saya akan cuba:
do the BEST for my life and people around me

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud
forever

14. Telefon bimbit saya:
penting utk tangkap gambar

15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur:
kemas tempat tido

16. Saya paling meluat apabila:
orang cakap besar

17. Pesta/Parti adalah:
aktiviti yang x digemari

18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah:
anak kucing

19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah:
Kanak-kanak

20. Hari ini:
dtg kerja mcm biasa

21. Malam ini saya akan:
maybe stayback at office

22. Esok pula saya akan:
attend meeting the whole day

23. Saya betul-betul inginkan:
shopping

24. Ketika saya lihat wajah saya di hadapan cermin pagi ini:
jerawat x kering lg

25. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan:
Pusat membeli belah

26. Makanan Barat atau Jepun:
Barat..

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap:
Depends..

28. Makanan segera adalah:
pilihan bila malas keluar lunch or breakfast kat ofis

29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
boleh tolong x

30. Siapa yang anda mahu tag?
sape-sape yang nak buat

Allah Knows BEST

Segala-galanye terungkai. Allah maha kuasa. Dan alhamdulillah Allah telah memakbulkan my doa'. At first, it's hard for me to accept the truth tp selepas byk persoalan terungkai I feel calm and release. Allah knows what's the BEST for me. Alhamdulillah, amat-amat syukur. No tears. That person did not deserve my tears at all. My family and friends are always there to support and care for me. My sister said "ini adalah pengalaman hidup untuk mematangkan kita and setiap kehidupan ada fasa-fasa yang perlu kita lalui". Thank you Allah for giving me strength and patience to face this experience. I learnt a lot from this experience. In any relationship KEJUJURAN is the main key. No compromise about that. It's nothing to do with people who never know how to appreaciate others. Hukuman to that person? Allah swt will judge and answer that question.

I am the one who decide whether I want to be happy or sad. Life is a series of adjustment. Just go with the flow. Be strong! In time of test, family and friends are best. Thank you to all of you for always being there when I’m in difficulties.

---The chapter closed. That person wont be appear in any part of my life anymore :)

ALLAH knows what is best for us
So why should we complain
We always want the sunshine
But He knows there must be rain.

We always want laughter
and the merriment of cheer
but our heart will lose
their tenderness
If we never shed a tear.

ALLAH tests us often
with suffering and sorrow
He tests us not to punish us
but to help us meet tomorrow.

For growing trees are strenghtened
if they can withstand the storm
and the sharpness of the chisel
gave the marble its grace and form.

ALLAH tests us often
and for every pain
He gives us
provided we are patient
Is followed by rich gain
So whenever we feel that
everything is going wrong
It is just ALLAH'S way to make our spirit strong.

--Allah LOVES me--

sick mode

flu + cough + sore throat + body pain = lying down on bed

warded (nephew)

Abe, get well soon
let's pray for him

Smile to your life

At first I was afraid, I was petrified,
kept thinkin' I could never live
without you by my side, but then I
spent so many nights thinkin' how
you did me wrong, and I grew strong,
and I learned how to get along,

And so you're back, from outer space,
I just walked in to find you here with
that sad look upon your face, I would've
changed that stupid lock, I should've
made you leave your key, if I had
known for just one second you'd
be back to bother me,

Oh now go, walk out the door,
Just turn around now, cause
you're not welcome anymore,
Weren't you the one who tried
to hurt me with goodbye, did
you think I'd crumble, did you
think I'd lay down and die

Oh no not I, I will survive,
Oh as long as I know how
to love, I know I'll stay alive,
I've got all my life to live;
I've got all my love to give,
I'll survive, I will survive,
Hey, Hey!

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart, just trying
hard to mend the pieces of
my broken heart, and I spent
oh so many nights just feelin'
sorry for myself, I used to cry,
but now I hold my head up high,
and you see me, somebody new,
I'm not that chained up little
person still in love with you,
and so you felt like droppin' in, and
just expect me to be free, but now
I m savin' all my lovin' for
someone who's lovin' me


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Friends
They love you but they are not your lover
They care for you but they are not from your family
They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation
They are FRIENDS!

True friend
Scolds like a DAD
Cares like a MOM
Teases like a SISTER
Irritates like a BROTHER
And finally loves U more than a LOVER

Thank you, Kak Ita

IT HAS MEANT SO MUCH
HAVING YOU AS A FRIEND
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME
UNTIL THE END

WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
IT HAS BRIGHTENED MY WORLD
JUST KNOWING YOU CARE

YOU MAKE ME FEEL THE LOVE
I HAVE INSIDE
YOU ARE A FRIEND,
A MENTOR, A GUIDE

SINCE WE MET
OUR FRIENDSHIP HAS GROWN
WHILE YOU'RE IN THE WORLD
I WILL NEVER BE ALONE

I FEEL BLESSED TO HAVE MET
SOME ONE LIKE YOU
AND TO HAVE FOUND A FRIENDSHIP
SO SPECIAL AND TRUE

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To Kak Ita,

Thank you so much for your help and assistance throughout the years. I really appreciate that. Thank you so much for being my good colleague cum friend cum sister.
Thank you for everything.

Sorry for all my wrongdoings intentionally or unintentionally which hurt you.
Sorry for everything.

Enjoy your new workplace, don't worry I am pretty sure you will soon able to adapt with new environment there.

I wish you all the best for your future undertakings. I'll pray for your happiness in your life.
Take good care and we'll miss you so much. Don't forget us because we'll never forget you.


Lots of love - Anggerek, Linda & Noris

Lunch with "KING"

Today we had lunch with the king of fruit - DURIAN. This is my first time had durian for lunch. As today was second last day K.Ita at JPSM, I think it will be among unforgettable memory to her. Here the photos. Thanks to En Ibrahim for the durians

The shortest vacation

Date: 7 - 8 July
Venue: Langkawi

I could say this was the shortest vacation i ever had. We did enjoy and had fun there though K.Linda was not able to join us due to "special" reason ;D. We left KL on Monday 6:50PM and left Langkawi on Wednesday 9:35AM. So, we spent the whole day (Tuesday) wisely. We stopped only for lunch and prayer, the rest of time was "explorace time". Enjoy the photos

A poem from my sis (written 23 years ago)

this poem was written by my sis when i was 3 years old

Anak Kecil Itu Apakah Sebenarnya Dia Tahu

Lebih baik kau tidur saja Mutia
Bermimpi dan bernyanyi dalam tidurmu
Dan pagi nanti bangunlah dengan senyum
Berlari dan tertawa
Bahawa kau masih terlalu kecil untuk memijak duri dan api
yang tersedia di depan matamu
Biarkan duri itu ku cabut dan api itu ku padamkan
Agar kau nanti tidak akan terpijak duri dan terhangus oleh api

Mutia...
besar nanti
Berlarilah kau untuk memetik bintang
Mendakilah kau untuk mencapai bulan
Kerana ketika kau besar nanti
manusia akan semakin kehilangan kemanusiannya

Mutia..
Barangkali kau tidak pernah jemu melihat aku
Kerana kau belum mengerti
Kau belum tahu
Apa yang manusia sanjung
dan apa yang manusia pijak
Akulah manusia yang gagal
memetik bintang
Akulah manusia yang kecundang mencapai awan
lantas aku dibuang

Mutia...
Aku tidak mahu suatu hari nanti
kau kembali menyambung
catatan lukaku
Kerana ku tahu
kau tidak akan memiliki
sebuah ketabahan yang sedang
ku miliki kini

Mutia..
Tidurlah sayang
Esok nanti bangunlah dengan senyum
Bahawa air mata ku ini
adalah untuk membasuh luka mu
di hari esok

Januari 1986

and now she is a successful career woman in teaching world
May Allah swt bring her and family happiness now and the hereafter
amin

Thank you

DEAR ALLAH

I want to thank you for what you have already done. I am not going to wait until I see results or receive rewards; I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until I feel better or things look better;

I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until people say they are sorry or until they stop talking about me;

I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until the pain in my body disappears;

I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until my financial situation improves;

I am going to thank you right now.

I am not going to wait until the children are asleep and the house is quiet;

I am going to thank you right now.

I am not going to wait until I get promoted at work or until I get the job;

I am going to thank you right now.

I am not going to wait until I understand every experience in my life that has caused me pain or grief; I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until the journey gets easier or the challenges are removed;

I am thanking you right now.

I am thanking you because I am alive.

I am thanking you because I made it through the day's difficulties.

I am thanking you because I have walked around the obstacles.

I am thanking you because I have the ability and the opportunity to do more and do better.

I'm thanking you because ALLAH, YOU haven't given up on me.

ALHAMDULILLAH... AMIN

Selamat Hari Papa

Apa itu IKHLAS?

When i asked my nephew "Betul ke ikhlas?" He answered:-

"ikhlas seumpama semut hitam di atas batu berwarna hitam pada waktu malam yang gelap"

it means, ikhlas is something subjective and it cannot be expressed by words or actions.

dear readers, any comments or opinions from all of you?

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah they safely back to Malaysia on 14 June 2009 (last Sunday):)

All about TODAY

"pictures worth a thousand words"

Terima Kasih PENGHULU...

Last 5 days i was at Ulu Sepri Camp for BTN course. The most memorable thing that i wont forget was the command we used at the dinning hall.

Penghulu : Kawan-Kawan
Participants: Sayaaaa
Penghulu : Jemput Makan
Participants : Terimaaa Kasihhh PENGHULU


Alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly though now i'm having body ache especially my leg and hand. Hope it'll be ok soon. Special thanks to Kak Linda & Abg Arzrin. Enjoy the photos. Not many photos taken cos we're not allowed to use phone during the program.

Lambaian Kaabah

Since i won't be around during her (and family) leaving to Mekah for Umrah this coming weekend. I dedicate this entry for them. One thing i am pretty sure, if I'll be at the airport on the departure day, i'll be among the first person who have tears in eyes. That's ANGGEREK. To my sister - Kak La, BIL - Abg In, niece - adeq and nephew - emi, have a safe journey and safe return. May Allah swt give the strengths- physical, mental, spiritual and emotional (and many more) to do all that you are supposed to do and much more, Amin...! And please make doa for me as well once you reach there. Take good care. To all my dear friends, please pray for them. Thank you.

May Activities

To be honest, i am quite lazy to update the blog lately plus my daily schedule is quite pack

1. Meeting & Training @Kuala Terengganu (4 - 8 May)
2. Training (13 - 14 May)
3. Department Dinner @One World Hotel (17 May)
   
4. Seminar @Melaka (19 - 21 May)
5. Training @N.Sembilan (28 May - 1 June)

Enjoy the photos ;)






more photos will be uploaded soon... stay tune :D

PS: today went to saloon and I just love my new hair cut ;)

Happy Mother's Day

Selamat Hari Ibu, Mama

ibu, ibu engkaulah ratu hatiku
bila ku berduka engkau hiburkan selalu
ibu, ibu engkaulah ratu hatiku
tempat ku menyerah kasih tiap waktu
betapa tidak hanya engkaulah
yang menyinari hidupku
sepanjang masa engkau berkorban
tidak putusnya bagai air lalu
ibu, ibu engkaulah ratu hatiku
tak dapat ku melupakan wahai ibu
betapa tidak hanya engkaulah
yang menyinari hidupku
sepanjang masa engkau berkorban
tidak putusnya bagai air lalu
ibu, ibu engkaulah ratu hatiku
tak dapat ku melupakan wahai ibu

Petrosains Visit

It's about 2 years i am not doing my volunteer job at Petrosains. And today i came to the discovery center as a visitor together with my nieces. A lot of changes have been done by the management in term of exhibition, decoration and service. As one of the volunteer before, I am proud to be here . Actually, I've been called to work there again, but due to certain circumstances, i have to say sorry. Well, for this visit, I would say, my nieces enjoy themselves and had fun. As usual, enjoy the photos

A day with nieces and nephew

It's Sunday, spent time with nieces and nephew. Around 11 am picked up my niece (along) at UiTM, Shah Alam. Today was her last day at UiTM. Then, went to my sister's house at Bukit Serdang. Reached home at 8:15pm, packing my stuff for one week outstation to K.Terengganu starting tomorrow till friday [..actually it's supposed 3 days only but..........(i think kak linda able to complete the sentence) Am i right sis? ;) huhuhuh].

enjoy photos

In The Name of ALLAH The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful

Allah knows BEST
(sharing this doa with all of you)

Ya Allah
Seandainya telah engkau catatkan… Dia milikku tercipta buatku… Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku… Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami…. agar kemesraan itu abadi…

Dan ya Allah… ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi…
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini… Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi…

Tetapi ya Allah
Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan…. dia bukan miliku… Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku…. Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku… Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan….
Serta ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengerti….
Berikanlah aku kekuatan… Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit… Hilang bersama senja nan merah.. agarku bisa bahagia… Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya…

Dan ya Allah yang tercinta…
Gantillah yang telah hilang…. Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah… Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya…

Ya Allah ya tuhanku
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu… Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan… Adalah yang terbaik buat ku…. kerana engkau maha mengetahui… Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini…

Ya Allah
Cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku… Di dunia dan di akhirat… Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini… Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian… Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat… Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran… Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman… Supaya aku dan dia sama2 dapat membina Kesejahteraan hidup… Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai… dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh….

Amin.. Ya Rabbal A’lamin. .

aunties vs nieces

neddy, adeq, me & along

Song: Hey Ladies by Rossa

Enjoy ladies :D

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Elyna & Fikri Wedding

CONGRATULATION

sweet couple (lyn and leput) both of them are Farisian generation

Big Family of Farisian
From left: Reen, Aifaa, Suraya, K.Yanti, Lyn, Fikri, Suraya's, Nazman, Reen's

Sit in front: Ain, me, Ani, Liana, Ain's

the ladies

Wedding gift from Lyn, thank you :)

13 years of FRIENDSHIP

Friends will come and friends will go,
The seasons change and it will show,
I will age and so will you,
But our friendship stays, strong and true.
Love you all :)
(SMS Tengku Muhammad Faris Petra - Batch 9600)

Hey, that's my name

my fren sms'ed me "nak bgtau ni, kat shah alam, ade apartment nama mutiara anggerik open 4 sales. bole la ko beli same name" hehehehnote: my name is "MUTIA ANGGEREK"