Sunday, July 5, 2009

A poem from my sis (written 23 years ago)

this poem was written by my sis when i was 3 years old

Anak Kecil Itu Apakah Sebenarnya Dia Tahu

Lebih baik kau tidur saja Mutia
Bermimpi dan bernyanyi dalam tidurmu
Dan pagi nanti bangunlah dengan senyum
Berlari dan tertawa
Bahawa kau masih terlalu kecil untuk memijak duri dan api
yang tersedia di depan matamu
Biarkan duri itu ku cabut dan api itu ku padamkan
Agar kau nanti tidak akan terpijak duri dan terhangus oleh api

Mutia...
besar nanti
Berlarilah kau untuk memetik bintang
Mendakilah kau untuk mencapai bulan
Kerana ketika kau besar nanti
manusia akan semakin kehilangan kemanusiannya

Mutia..
Barangkali kau tidak pernah jemu melihat aku
Kerana kau belum mengerti
Kau belum tahu
Apa yang manusia sanjung
dan apa yang manusia pijak
Akulah manusia yang gagal
memetik bintang
Akulah manusia yang kecundang mencapai awan
lantas aku dibuang

Mutia...
Aku tidak mahu suatu hari nanti
kau kembali menyambung
catatan lukaku
Kerana ku tahu
kau tidak akan memiliki
sebuah ketabahan yang sedang
ku miliki kini

Mutia..
Tidurlah sayang
Esok nanti bangunlah dengan senyum
Bahawa air mata ku ini
adalah untuk membasuh luka mu
di hari esok

Januari 1986

and now she is a successful career woman in teaching world
May Allah swt bring her and family happiness now and the hereafter
amin

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Thank you


DEAR ALLAH


I want to thank you for what you have already done. I am not going to wait until I see results or receive rewards; I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until I feel better or things look better;

I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until people say they are sorry or until they stop talking about me;

I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until the pain in my body disappears;

I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until my financial situation improves;

I am going to thank you right now.

I am not going to wait until the children are asleep and the house is quiet;

I am going to thank you right now.

I am not going to wait until I get promoted at work or until I get the job;

I am going to thank you right now.

I am not going to wait until I understand every experience in my life that has caused me pain or grief; I am thanking you right now.

I am not going to wait until the journey gets easier or the challenges are removed;

I am thanking you right now.

I am thanking you because I am alive.

I am thanking you because I made it through the day's difficulties.

I am thanking you because I have walked around the obstacles.

I am thanking you because I have the ability and the opportunity to do more and do better.

I'm thanking you because ALLAH, YOU haven't given up on me.



ALHAMDULILLAH... AMIN

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Selamat Hari Papa





Saturday, June 20, 2009

Apa itu IKHLAS?

When i asked my nephew "Betul ke ikhlas?" He answered:-

"ikhlas seumpama semut hitam di atas batu berwarna hitam pada waktu malam yang gelap"

it means, ikhlas is something subjective and it cannot be expressed by words or actions.

dear readers, any comments or opinions from all of you?



Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah they safely back to Malaysia on 14 June 2009 (last Sunday):)


Friday, June 12, 2009

All about TODAY



"pictures worth a thousand words"

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Terima Kasih PENGHULU...

Last 5 days i was at Ulu Sepri Camp for BTN course. The most memorable thing that i wont forget was the command we used at the dinning hall.



Penghulu : Kawan-Kawan
Participants: Sayaaaa

Penghulu : Jemput Makan

Participants : Terimaaa Kasihhh PENGHULU



Alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly though now i'm having body ache especially my leg and hand. Hope it'll be ok soon.
Special thanks to Kak Linda & Abg Arzrin. Enjoy the photos. Not many photos taken cos we're not allowed to use phone during the program.








Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Lambaian Kaabah

Since i won't be around during her (and family) leaving to Mekah for Umrah this coming weekend. I dedicate this entry for them. One thing i am pretty sure, if I'll be at the airport on the departure day, i'll be among the first person who have tears in eyes. That's ANGGEREK. To my sister - Kak La, BIL - Abg In, niece - adeq and nephew - emi, have a safe journey and safe return. May Allah swt give the strengths- physical, mental, spiritual and emotional (and many more) to do all that you are supposed to do and much more, Amin...! And please make doa for me as well once you reach there. Take good care. To all my dear friends, please pray for them. Thank you.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

May Activities

To be honest, i am quite lazy to update the blog lately plus my daily schedule is quite pack

  1. Meeting & Training @Kuala Terengganu (4 - 8 May)
  2. Training (13 - 14 May)
  3. Department Dinner @One World Hotel (17 May)
  4. Seminar @Melaka (19 - 21 May)
  5. Training @N.Sembilan (28 May - 1 June)
Enjoy the photos ;)






more photos will be uploaded soon... stay tune :D

PS: today went to saloon and
I just love my new hair cut ;)

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day

Selamat Hari Ibu, Mama

ibu, ibu engkaulah ratu hatiku
bila ku berduka engkau hiburkan selalu
ibu, ibu engkaulah ratu hatiku
tempat ku menyerah kasih tiap waktu
betapa tidak hanya engkaulah
yang menyinari hidupku
sepanjang masa engkau berkorban
tidak putusnya bagai air lalu
ibu, ibu engkaulah ratu hatiku
tak dapat ku melupakan wahai ibu
betapa tidak hanya engkaulah
yang menyinari hidupku
sepanjang masa engkau berkorban
tidak putusnya bagai air lalu
ibu, ibu engkaulah ratu hatiku
tak dapat ku melupakan wahai ibu

video

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Petrosains Visit


It's about 2 years i am not doing my volunteer job at Petrosains. And today i came to the discovery center as a visitor together with my nieces. A lot of changes have been done by the management in term of exhibition, decoration and service. As one of the volunteer before, I am proud to be here . Actually, I've been called to work there again, but due to certain circumstances, i have to say sorry. Well, for this visit, I would say, my nieces enjoy themselves and had fun. As usual, enjoy the photos














Sunday, May 3, 2009

A day with nieces and nephew

It's Sunday, spent time with nieces and nephew. Around 11 am picked up my niece (along) at UiTM, Shah Alam. Today was her last day at UiTM. Then, went to my sister's house at Bukit Serdang. Reached home at 8:15pm, packing my stuff for one week outstation to K.Terengganu starting tomorrow till friday [..actually it's supposed 3 days only but..........(i think kak linda able to complete the sentence) Am i right sis? ;) huhuhuh].

enjoy photos





Thursday, April 30, 2009

In The Name of ALLAH The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful


Allah knows BEST
(sharing this doa with all of you)

Ya Allah
Seandainya telah engkau catatkan… Dia milikku tercipta buatku… Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku… Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami…. agar kemesraan itu abadi…

Dan ya Allah… ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi…

Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini… Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi…

Tetapi ya Allah
Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan…. dia bukan miliku… Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku…. Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku… Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan….
Serta ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengerti….
Berikanlah aku kekuatan… Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit… Hilang bersama senja nan merah.. agarku bisa bahagia… Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya…

Dan ya Allah yang tercinta…

Gantillah yang telah hilang…. Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah… Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya…

Ya Allah ya tuhanku
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu… Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan… Adalah yang terbaik buat ku…. kerana engkau maha mengetahui… Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini…

Ya Allah
Cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku… Di dunia dan di akhirat… Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini… Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian… Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat… Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran… Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman… Supaya aku dan dia sama2 dapat membina Kesejahteraan hidup… Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai… dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh….

Amin.. Ya Rabbal A’lamin. .

aunties vs nieces


neddy, adeq, me & along

Monday, April 27, 2009

Song: Hey Ladies by Rossa

Enjoy ladies :D


Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis



video

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Elyna & Fikri Wedding

CONGRATULATION
sweet couple (lyn and leput) both of them are Farisian generation

Big Family of Farisian
From left: Reen, Aifaa, Suraya, K.Yanti, Lyn, Fikri, Suraya's, Nazman, Reen's
Sit in front: Ain, me, Ani, Liana, Ain's
the ladies


Wedding gift from Lyn, thank you :)

13 years of FRIENDSHIP




































Friends will come and friends will go,

The seasons change and it will show,
I will age and so will you,
But our friendship stays, strong and true.
Love you all :)
(SMS Tengku Muhammad Faris Petra - Batch 9600)



Monday, April 20, 2009

Hey, that's my name

my fren sms'ed me "nak bgtau ni, kat shah alam, ade apartment nama mutiara anggerik open 4 sales. bole la ko beli same name" hehehehnote: my name is "MUTIA ANGGEREK"

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Him, after 2 and a half month

Here we go, enjoy the photo...my nephew (abe) after 2 and a half month been as a nursing student at Pusrawi College... and today he knows how to carry baby...just like a real father hehehe

Kuala Lumpur International Book Fair 2009 - 28th


I went to Kuala Lumpur International Book Fair 2009 at PWTC. Unfortunately we (me and Nadia) have to walk about 1 KM from Pusrawi College to PWTC because the back entrance wasn't opened as expected huhuhu (well it's good for unplanned exercise). As usual the place will be jam-packed with people. Actually, i am not in the mood of buying book, just browsing around (i just bought a book last Tuesday). Though i didn't buy any book but today i took the opportunity to accomplish my responsibility as a Malaysian Citizen who aged 21 years and above. I registered as a voter (my papa will be proud of me hehehe...He keep asking me "dah daftar ke belum?" everytime election day come). So after this, he will ask me "pegi mengundi ke x?" heheh (that's my papa, very particular about government thingy and responsibility). Around 12:00 we headed to The Mall, bought lady's stuff there. At 1:00 ++ fetched my nephew at his college. And now here I am in front of notebook, thinking of doing office work but i don't think it's a right time. Sleep (No!). I will proceed with my reading (La-Tahzan book). Happy weekend to all :)


Here the details:

Date: 17th - 26th April 2009
Mon - Thurs: 10.00AM to 8.00PM
Fri - Sun & Public holidays: 10.00AM to 9.00PM
Venue: Putra World Trade Centre (PWTC), Kuala Lumpur,


Malaysian Blogger Idol-Redmummy.com

Rahsia REDMUMMY to be on top

First few things to remember to be on that stage:

1.Minat! minat dulu kena ada…kalo kamu tak minat ngan blog, camne kamu nak be part of the blogging line? Bila kamu keep on complaining *tak geti, tak tau, segala macam tak* so how you nak go on living with blogging? Saya bermula bukan kerana minat pada hari pertama saya membuka blog. saya bermula kerana saya ingin lakarkan sejarah kisah anak2 saya. itu asal minat niat saya. kemudian sedikit demi sedikit minat saya makin bercambah coz saya menang Bloggers Idol and also since ai m envy to red colour, so orang melihat saya wanita yang unik kerana gilakan warna merah. that s my reality life yang diadaptasikan di dalam blog. Then the mouth spreaded on RM, saya dijaja di dalam media, that s publicity yang membantu jugak. Minat yang seiring menaikkan blog RM.

2. Apabila kamu ada minat, kamu bertambah berusaha untuk menambah pendapatan. Permulaan pendapatan saya dari Nuffnang was like RM90 or seratus lebih ajer. saya antara blogger pertama yang mendapat cheque nnang. Dulu kala, saya sebenarnya tidak suka ngan segala iklan nih, menggangu tugas blogging saya, tp bila dpt cheque saya terus jadi seronok dan justeru dari beratus2 ringgit per month terus meningkat ke ribuan ringgit, setiap bulan. itu pasal registration of my nnang is all done by sirman, so thanks a lot to him. he seems to see the long term of RM, the prospect to become among the famous bloggers, gamaknya dululah. kamu sudah lihat the Rezeki RM , that s huge amount - it s almost RM20 thousands. yer 20k! Tetapi those income yang from Nnang tu haruslah ada Nuffnang Advertorial Special Dedicated Entries, you can find this kat sebelah right bar on top of my blog nih, ada 20 iklan berbayar yang always on sticky mode basis. even Levis atas entry nih pun paid by them. All each iklans yang keluar under nih, not cheap. saya tak bolehlah bilang bape, but contohlah yer, ni contoh jer, kalau satu iklan tuh harganya lam 8ratus ringgit, so dah bape for satu bulan saya dapat? tu lom campur the tepi atas bawah nya iklan lagik. n tak campur lagik ngan personal ads yang approach kami sendiri which kamu leh nampak kat column2 yang belah kanan ni gak with the banner. You can do your own math. the special Ads not via Nuffnang (ads yang approach RM sendiri) excluding Yoyooh, yoyooh tuh shortcut for you to vote me, dah vote lom?

3. You must have the hits, the more hits you get, lagi tinggi lah income kamu. camne nak dpt hits, bila orang seronok dok lam your blog. spt mana kamu lakarkan lam entry, kalau entry kalakar ke, entry kisah umahtangga ke, but for RM, ai talk about everything except politics. so ko nak carik hiburan, airmata, shopping, education, family, anak2, nangis sedih gembira you can find in my RM. i m not the blogger yang dok buat kisah anak2 jer. even aku mak. Setiap entries saya, saya pelbagaikan. kalo kol 8 entry anak, kol 10 lak entry make up, kol 12 entry mengamuk ahhahahaha kol 2 plak entry syahdu2, kol 4 mbe entry shopping and kadang2 pula entry hiburan artis / filem yang saya perlu attend and review. so bila dah ada hits, orang suka, makin ramai orang akan berkunjung dan bertenggek kat blog ko - u hv your own loyal readers already. Hits datang dari kamu2 yang bawak berita, juga dari mereka yang berkongsi ‘hey baca RM, nice blog she has’ so itu antara promotion utk dptkan hits. Currently saya sudah capai satu juta dan 5ratus ribu ++ pembaca di RM. in few more months, blog ni akan mencecah 2 juta pembaca.

4. Setelah berada di atas, sentiasa ingat akan susah kita waktu di bawah….saya selalu imbas balik betapa susahnya nak naik jugak. camne ye…saya bekerja kuat for my red blog. despite saya dimaki dicerca sampai ada cuba cantas idup blog saya, ngan sumpah seranah lalat, sampai kena buat police report…itu semua sebenarnya cabang2 yang kamu harus ingat bila kamu bebaskan diri kamu di dalam dunia blog. Kalau semua orang suka saya, tak indahlah dunia ni. Justeru sakit hati to me, harus ada, saya paham. tp kita just being diri kita lah, honest and do keep our track. Kalau rasa tergelincir, cepat2 move up balik. Semua tu nanti akan menguatkan kita lagi dan lagi, apabila kita seronok dengan apa yang kita buat, kita akan buat dengan ikhlas wpun dalam satu2 masa, ada yang tak senang dengan kenaikan kita. TokTi tu pun ada orang tak suka apatah lagi RM kan?ai just submitted 8 advertorials, 1 pending tu aku tak siap lagik hiks….itu sume iklan yang lom kuor lagi lam RM and blom masuk lagi lam Nuffnang Advertorial Special Dedicated Entries (itu current earnings mana leh tunjuk, yang lam protected entry was taken from the last month’s print screen marrrrr)

5. Macamana nak dptkan jobs advertorial? That s not for me to decide. that s people to decide. If they like my blog, they will invest in RM. Saya seronok kerana hasil tulisan saya mampu membuat clients gembira, mbe for you tulisan saya sangat ringkas but setiap ads yang sampai, saya buat dengan bersungguh-sungguh. Saya pastikan my delivery lebih daripada bayaran yang diterima. so bila saya letak concept macam tu, it will be win win situation. My writings in RM, not bcoz u paid me to do so too…but saya buat research, ai studied to make sure you are happy, and menepati sasaran. The followers, my loyal readers sejak taun 2005/6 pasti ingat macamana how hard and rajin susahnya saya nak naikkan RM. Macam ni, saya diberi sebiji buah epal merah. dan sorang blogger lagi diberi juga sebiji epal merah. Blogger tu akan tulis ‘ini sebiji epal merah’. Tapi my writings ‘sebiji epal merah yang boleh dimakan bersama keluarga, senang dibawa ke mana saja, harus basuh sebelum makan, pastikan epal merah ni dibeli di pasar tani’ . So you leh nampak tak 2 pasang tangan yang menaip tp delivery saya sentiasa lebih dari apa yang dikehendaki. Alhamdulillah, sebab dah banyak ads yang saya buat, you campak apa iklan pun, wpun saya tak mahir, saya akan belajar untuk memahaminya. Antara contoh2 iklan yang quite tough to do is Melasma and WOU. Just a few tp saya amik cabaran sebagai dorongan. AI love to be challenged, remember ai was a Fear Factor product :) . Tapi pada firasat saya, Kotex was my best delivery, itu pada pandangan saya lah, coz lain orang cam kamu lainlah iklan yang kamu paling suka....


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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Congratulation L & L


I've received their wedding card this evening. Thank you for the invitation. I am happy for both of you. I wish you a life of happiness, cheer, love, laughs, and good times. Marrige is a special thing and you two deserve each other. May Allah swt bless you.

To Mr Fikri, jaga Lyn elok2 hehehehe ;)

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

i've bought the book






<----- this is mine :)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

SKBJ Sport Day

Early morning woke up, fetched my nephew at my sis house and straight away went to MSSN for SKBJ Sport Day. Reached there around 9:00am. Unfortunately i missed the persembahan tarian and perarakan rumah sukan where my nieces took part. Sorry niece ;). What a hot day..huh. Around 12:00 noon left MSSN and went to my sis home at Bukit Serdang. Having lunch there. Headache strike (till now huhuhu ) maybe because of the weather. Only at 5:00pm went back to BBS. Enjoy the photos.

End of Sunday. Monday is on the way. Hope I am able to start my Monday with happy heart and smile. nak tido awal...x tahan sakit kepala :(

Saturday, April 11, 2009

La Tahzan (Don't be Sad)

hi all,

What re u doing guys? Me? No specific plan. Stay at home doing nothing. My mind needs to rest. Put aside all problems and be relax. Yesterday my gorgeous Kak Linda suggested a book that everyone should read - The name of the book is LA TAHZAN (Don't be Sad), available in Arabic, Malay, English and Indonesia version. So now, i am surfing the details of the book, after i read a few comments from the readers of the book,i think i should get the book soon. Maybe tomorrow I'll buy the book (or maybe anyone of you want to give me the book as a present hehehe). The book is written by Dr. Aidh Al- Qarni. You can get the book from MPH, Kinokuniya or small bookstore area Jalan TAR.

a quote from the book:
Live today free from sorrow, bother, anger, jealousy and malice. You must engrave into your heart one phrase: Today is my only day. If you have eaten warm, fresh bread today, then what do yesterday’s dry, rotten bread and tomorrow’s anticipated bread matter?


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Problem and Life

Hi all,

...a lot of things ruin my mind lately but i try my best to handle those thing though sometimes i can't handle that :( Problems is a part of life. And problem taught us about life (...i dunno what I'm talking about huh) Be a problem solver not a problem giver. Sometimes we try harder to solve the problem and to make the situation become normal but it seems nothing to the other party. Then, what else we should do? It's really hurt, right. And sometimes we became frustrated and give up. But i know that's not good for me/us. Well, go with the flow. It's hard to please everyone around us. To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world. [cheerless mode]

But for kids, they do not know what is problem all about. Smile and laugh fulfill their days. Same goes to my nephew and niece






note for myself: Anggerek, cheer up!!!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

advice

someone advised me about life...it makes me feel good, peace and calm... thank you so much...wanna share with all of you here

"...sometimes
we say things without weighing the consequences of such expressions and EGO is the main reason of a problem"

"...u cant hv things go yr way all the time, reflect n repent, solat, zikir memuji dan memuja Allah, be cool..."

"...u will face much more situations that u hv never faced before, life is a series of adjustments that we hv to make just like exploring a maze when u come to a dead end, does it mean u quit looking for the way out?"

"...Allah loves u sebab tu Allah cipta u in yr own way, don't look at others n feel low on yrself, Allah wouldn't hv bothered to create u if He thinks that u r not worth His Time? all u hv to do is to explore yr inner self and discover yr plus n minus points, improve on yr pluses and try clearing off yr , everyone has them"

"...just go with the flow, along the way.. seize the day and make hay while the sun shines, dwell on what Allah has given u and do not drown in self pity for there are so many others worse off than us"

"...we need to keep our spirits high even if we fail to reach the peak we still get to enjoy the nice views every now n then"

Monday, April 6, 2009

appreciate what we have

KISAH RUMPUT DAN ORANG YANG DISAYANGI


Pada suatu pagi di satu sekolah menengah, ada seorang pelajar bertanya pada seorang guru yang sedang mengajar. Ketika itu, guru tersebut sedang menyentuh mengenai kasih dan sayang secara am. Dialog di antara pelajar dan guru tersebut berbunyi begini :

Pelajar : Cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang paling kita sayang?. Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?

Cikgu : Oh, awak nak tahu ke?.Emmm...baiklah, sekarang kamu buat apa yang saya suruh. Ikut je ye...mungkin kamu akan dapat apa jawapannya.

Pelajar : Baiklah...apa yang saya harus buat?

Cikgu : Kamu pergi ke padang sekolah yang berada di luar kelas sekarang juga. Kamu berjalan di atas rumput di situ dan sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu, pilih mana yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walaupun sekali. Dan kamu petiklahrumput yang PALING cantik yang berada di depan kamu tersebut dan selepas itubawa balik ke kelas.

Pelajar : Ok. Saya pergi sekarang dan buat apa yang cikgu suruh.

Apabila pelajar tersebut balik semula ke kelas, tiada pun rumput yang berada di tangannya. Maka cikgu pun bertanya kepada pelajar tersebut.

Cikgu : Mana rumput yang cikgu suruh petik?

Pelajar : Oh, tadi saya berjalan di atas rumput dan sambil memandang rumputyang berada di situ, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sampai dipenghujung padang , saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang di belakang saya sebelum itu tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.

Cikgu : Ya, itulah jawapannya. Maknanya, apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita hendak mencari lagi yang lebih baik daripada itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Dan semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang. Jika kita berselisih faham dengan orang yang kita sayang itu, kita boleh perbetulkan keadaan dan cuba teruskan perhubungan tersebut walaupun banyak perkara yang menggugat perhubungan tersebut. Dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itulah kita jumpa paling cantik dan paling baik pada MULAnya walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi. KECUALILAH jika perhubungan tersebut tak boleh diselamatkan lagi, maka barulah kita mulakan sekali lagi. Maka sayangilah orang yang berada di depan kita dengan tulus dan ikhlas.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Candid

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Siapa Sebenarnya Aku Padamu

note: someone ask me to interpret this song. can someone help me to explain what's this song all about (i am not good in interpreting the lyric of the song). Thank you


Cuba kau dengar

cuba kau cuba
diam bila ku cuba
tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
bila ku perlu
tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
setia ku mendengar
agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu

Cuba kau lihat
cuba kau cuba
renung ke mata aku
bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
bila ku perlu
tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
setia ku menunggu
agar senang kau merasa

Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
salahkan ku
tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
untuk kau mendengar..
untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

me and fauna

Venue: Deer Land & Kuala Gandah, Lachang Pahang
Date: 22 March 2009









enjoy the photos!!

Monday, March 30, 2009

again...changes


At first, i am planning to update my last two weeks activities but suddenly after i got a sms from Bos, my mind became stuck and blur. It's related with my future life. Well, again a big changes will happen in my life after one year in service. Honestly i never expect this sudden changes. But I believe, Allah always knows what is the BEST for us. I tried to accept "this" changes positively. For sure, as a human being, i am bit nervous to face this changes. Life is a series of adjustment and by hook or by crook i need to adapt with that. Maybe it's only take one hour for me to adapt or maybe it will take one year to cope with everything. May Allah swt bless me with the BEST. And dear family & friends, please pray for my BEST. I'll let you know what the changes all about, but not now, later. Oh Allah, please give me strength to face "this" new changes...amin.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

live from Lachang (heart of jungle)

hi all, this entry is posted using my mobile - thanks to GPRS technology. 8 more days to go before this course end. Huhu. Quite dull morning today, not enough sleep last night. Ok, got to go. Have a nice day. See u

Friday, March 13, 2009

Out of Town

I'll be out of town from 13 - 26 March. And most probably i am not able to access the internet there [sigh][sigh] :(

Friday, March 6, 2009

1st Annivesary

Today, I completed 1 year service in this sector. To all my batch March 08, wish all of you happy annivesary. Well, I can say a lot of things happened within 1 year, in term of my career development. Everyday new things learned and gained. For the first two months in this sector, honestly it 's hard for me to adapt with the environment, it's a big gap compared with my previous company. Alhamdulillah, slowly I can adapt with the environment. And after 1 year I can say I'm fully cope with the style of working though there are a few things that I can't really accept. I won't mention here what's that, but I am pretty sure most of my collegues (my batch) know what's that. I hope my 2nd year will be better than previous year. Trials and challenges is a part of working life. And I pray to Allah SWT to grant me patient and peace throughout the years. And I believe Allah knows what is best for us. Life is a series of adjustment. Move on.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

March...Fully Booked!

I just came back from Melaka this afternoon, had meeting there. I am sorry dear readers, being busy lately. For your info my schedule for this month is so hectic.

2 - 3 March -> Melaka
9 - 12 March -> Terengganu
13 - 26 March -> Pahang


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Access Limit

Dear All,

For the time being, I need to limit the access to my blog due for privacy reason. Sorry for short notice. And Insyallah, once the situation becomes normal; I will open my blog to all.

For those (my loyal reader) who I am not invited yet, please inform me your email address. my email: mutiaanggerek@gmail.com

Saturday, February 21, 2009


Let's pray...


Oh Allah, I thank You for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are forgiving and understanding. Oh Allah, You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to You. I ask You now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to Start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make The best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through Your eyes and acknowledge it as evil, and when I sin, let me repent, and receive Your forgiveness.

And when this world closes in on me, let me remember You, to slip away and find a quiet place to make dua. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't make dua, You listen to my heart.

Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I make dua for those that are lost and can't find their way. I make Dua for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I make dua for those who don't know You intimately.

I make dua for those that don't believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that Allah changes people and Allah changes things. I make dua for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every Family member in their households. I make dua for peace, love and joy in their homes, that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I make dua that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than Allah. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I make dua that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly. And shower our blessings on our Nabi (S.A.W) and his kinsmen and companions.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Sweet words from sweet FARIS PETRA frens

Last Sunday (after postponing for a few times) i managed to do wardrobe cleanup (put aside all old & unused clothes..and insyaallah i will donate those clothes to charity house). And suddenly i found my old sweet autograph book during secondary school at faris petra. So today i decided to "scan" a few lines written by my dearest frens (hope u dont mind, ladies). Enjoy!


...bile dah jadi 'orang' nanti janganlah lupakan kite kat sini. Tak baik sombong2. Tuhan tak suke...Kalau terserempak dengan aifaa kat mane2, London ke New York ke tegur laa.. nanti aifaa bawaklah cik ann ronda2 ngn mers aifaa
~aifaa

....dunia pun x boleh beli kenangan di bumi faris ni..cukup berharga dan cukup bermakna, thanks for talking to me, making me laugh, understanding, listening and mostly just being there for me
~ani

...ape yang lyn harapkan... segala persahabatan & kenangan yg telah kita bina since awak saye panggil mutia hinggalah awak saye panggil cik ann..yang pastinya untuk melupakan mutia adalah sesuatu yg paling mustahil bagi lyn...really!
~lyn

...cubalah cik ann selami persahabatan kite nih. Cik ann akan temui satu manisan yang punye pelbagai perasa masin, manis & pahit
~ reen

...juz wanna tell you that being a grown person doesn't mean we have to leave behind our character as a child. A good person is the one who still has a lil child heart of her/him
~jane

...kalo pilih course nanti, pilihlah yang cik ann rasa betul2 boleh pegang. Tapi, please jangan jadik chef kat restoran@hotel, tak cukup tangan dr kat hospital nanti..Yelah, food poisoning la
~ain

note: for those yang xde name kat sini no hard feeling ok.
love all of you, farisian 1996-2000
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FRIENDSHIP FOREVER

Saturday, February 14, 2009

14 Feb Date

kidnapped him from my sister's home

Friday, February 13, 2009

From Sis Linda

this wordings is from her
love u sis

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Save Palestine

Let's pray for Palestinians...

May Allah (SWT) help them to fight against Israel and against all their enemies,Amin.
May Allah (SWT) grant them the victory, Amin.
May Allah (SWT) grant them the peace, Amin.
May Allah (SWT) grant them His Mercy, Amin Ya Rabb, Amin.

Special song from Siti Nurhaliza...Suara Sepi

Senjata serba canggih terus berpesta
Insan yang tak berdosa menjadi mangsa
Suara dunia menzahirkan bantahan
Tiada sedikitpun memberi kesan

Jiwa bersarang dendam kebencian
Tiada lagi istilah kemanusiaan
Mereka punya hati
Tak punya rasa
Telinga telah tuli
Mata telah pudar

Ada tangisan tak siapa mendengari
Suara itu kian lama kian menyepi
Terkulai anak dari pelukan ibu
Darah masih panas
Tubuh terbujur kaku

Tiada kedengaran kicauan burung
Bumi kemerahan langit makin mendung
Mereka yang malang di bumi Anbia
Azab sengsara kehilangan upaya



Saturday, February 7, 2009

Saturday Evening

Gud Evening to all,

Quite free evening for me today. Actually I've got plan to hang out with my fren, haida this evening. Due to some circumstances, we need to cancel the plan. So, I am doing nothing at home. Relaxing and lepaking with my nephew.

This morning, JPSM Futsal Tournament was held at Soccer XL, Segambut. Me, K Linda, Noris and Dayah (noris's fren), Lini (firdaus wife) were there not as a player but supporter to our team, Unit Teknologi Maklumat (UTM). Though we didnt manage to win the first place but we won the best supporter team. Thank you and well done to UTM team and of course to gorgeous young ladies (UTM's Supporters) for giving full commitment to this tournament :D CONGRATULATION

Here the photos
"Friendship is never an opportunity; always a sweet responsibility"

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

A Message for Beloved Nephew

Dear Abe,

We, the whole family, truly wish you all the best and great success with your new venture! And of course we will always pray for you. This opportunity comes once in a bluemoon, please take this oppurtunity wisely. Focus on your study 101%. It’s important for your future life. Every hardship is followed by ease.

Lots of love, Cik An.

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I rarely write about my nephew here. But today i think for the first time i will formally introduce my eldest nephew, eldest grandchild (for my papa & mama) & eldest son (for my second sis & bro in law), he is Mohd Faris Nain, we use to call him "abe". This entry is specially for him. Yesterday was his first day at PUSRAWI Nursing College as a nursing student. He will be there for three years. Good luck for him.


Sunday, February 1, 2009

Happy Birthday Bee

30 Jan 2009
Birthday dear niece
sweet 11 yrs old
Love U
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Celebrated her birthday today...enjoy the pics

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Mayra is a LIAR

Actually this friendster's profile (2nd pic) mayra is not valid. The person in the friendster photos is not mayra. She breaches the cyber law. The right person in the photos is my niece (1st pic). We'll see how "smart" is she! Watch Out!!! more stories 1 2 3

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after we (sisters, nephew and nieces) attacked her friendster she set her friendster private. but it's too late. lain kali jangan cari pasal

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Long Holiday

To be honest m quite lazy to update blog.. heheheh. but for you frens, i'll try to jot down a few lines here. I can say, it was a sweet holiday for me. Why? Should i describe here. I dont think so :D. I would like to take this opportunity to dedicate special wish to special person.


~to my dearest family, thank you so much for welcoming "my friend" with open heart
~to adik fifi, happy birthday
~to "u" thanks a lot
~to ani and aman congratulation for your engagement
~to lina and zul congratulation on your wedding (sorry not able to attend your majlis)
~to k.linda, noris and Ib well done for ICT Course - thank you for your cooperation
~to all of you love you so much

For your info, i was at my hometown from 18 Jan till 28 Jan (working and holiday). 18 - 24 Jan attended ICT course for my department. 24 - 28 Jan spent precious time with my family and "u". Enjoy the photos

Tomorrow i'll start working huhuhu. Bundle of work is waiting for me. So, i need to prepare my mind for tommorow, it must be a hectic day for me but i hope not. Ok dear friends, have a nice day & happy working.

note: i think i should start reading about "Learn How to Lose Weight"... feel FAT :( huhuhuhu

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Be Right Back


OUT OF KL
from 18 Jan till 28 Jan

see you again
have a nice day

Friday, January 16, 2009

"A picture is worth a thousand words"


Monday, January 12, 2009

An Award from my Niece


to my manja Niece,
thank you [hugs]
hugs utk along gak..nanti die jeles baik ckp awal2