sick mode

flu + cough + sore throat + body pain = lying down on bed

warded (nephew)

Abe, get well soon
let's pray for him

Smile to your life

At first I was afraid, I was petrified,
kept thinkin' I could never live
without you by my side, but then I
spent so many nights thinkin' how
you did me wrong, and I grew strong,
and I learned how to get along,

And so you're back, from outer space,
I just walked in to find you here with
that sad look upon your face, I would've
changed that stupid lock, I should've
made you leave your key, if I had
known for just one second you'd
be back to bother me,

Oh now go, walk out the door,
Just turn around now, cause
you're not welcome anymore,
Weren't you the one who tried
to hurt me with goodbye, did
you think I'd crumble, did you
think I'd lay down and die

Oh no not I, I will survive,
Oh as long as I know how
to love, I know I'll stay alive,
I've got all my life to live;
I've got all my love to give,
I'll survive, I will survive,
Hey, Hey!

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart, just trying
hard to mend the pieces of
my broken heart, and I spent
oh so many nights just feelin'
sorry for myself, I used to cry,
but now I hold my head up high,
and you see me, somebody new,
I'm not that chained up little
person still in love with you,
and so you felt like droppin' in, and
just expect me to be free, but now
I m savin' all my lovin' for
someone who's lovin' me


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Friends
They love you but they are not your lover
They care for you but they are not from your family
They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation
They are FRIENDS!

True friend
Scolds like a DAD
Cares like a MOM
Teases like a SISTER
Irritates like a BROTHER
And finally loves U more than a LOVER

Allah Knows BEST

Segala-galanye terungkai. Allah maha kuasa. Dan alhamdulillah Allah telah memakbulkan my doa'. At first, it's hard for me to accept the truth tp selepas byk persoalan terungkai I feel calm and release. Allah knows what's the BEST for me. Alhamdulillah, amat-amat syukur. No tears. That person did not deserve my tears at all. My family and friends are always there to support and care for me. My sister said "ini adalah pengalaman hidup untuk mematangkan kita and setiap kehidupan ada fasa-fasa yang perlu kita lalui". Thank you Allah for giving me strength and patience to face this experience. I learnt a lot from this experience. In any relationship KEJUJURAN is the main key. No compromise about that. It's nothing to do with people who never know how to appreaciate others. Hukuman to that person? Allah swt will judge and answer that question.

I am the one who decide whether I want to be happy or sad. Life is a series of adjustment. Just go with the flow. Be strong! In time of test, family and friends are best. Thank you to all of you for always being there when I’m in difficulties.

---The chapter closed. That person wont be appear in any part of my life anymore :)

ALLAH knows what is best for us
So why should we complain
We always want the sunshine
But He knows there must be rain.

We always want laughter
and the merriment of cheer
but our heart will lose
their tenderness
If we never shed a tear.

ALLAH tests us often
with suffering and sorrow
He tests us not to punish us
but to help us meet tomorrow.

For growing trees are strenghtened
if they can withstand the storm
and the sharpness of the chisel
gave the marble its grace and form.

ALLAH tests us often
and for every pain
He gives us
provided we are patient
Is followed by rich gain
So whenever we feel that
everything is going wrong
It is just ALLAH'S way to make our spirit strong.

--Allah LOVES me--

Thank you, Kak Ita

IT HAS MEANT SO MUCH
HAVING YOU AS A FRIEND
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME
UNTIL THE END

WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
IT HAS BRIGHTENED MY WORLD
JUST KNOWING YOU CARE

YOU MAKE ME FEEL THE LOVE
I HAVE INSIDE
YOU ARE A FRIEND,
A MENTOR, A GUIDE

SINCE WE MET
OUR FRIENDSHIP HAS GROWN
WHILE YOU'RE IN THE WORLD
I WILL NEVER BE ALONE

I FEEL BLESSED TO HAVE MET
SOME ONE LIKE YOU
AND TO HAVE FOUND A FRIENDSHIP
SO SPECIAL AND TRUE

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To Kak Ita,

Thank you so much for your help and assistance throughout the years. I really appreciate that. Thank you so much for being my good colleague cum friend cum sister.
Thank you for everything.

Sorry for all my wrongdoings intentionally or unintentionally which hurt you.
Sorry for everything.

Enjoy your new workplace, don't worry I am pretty sure you will soon able to adapt with new environment there.

I wish you all the best for your future undertakings. I'll pray for your happiness in your life.
Take good care and we'll miss you so much. Don't forget us because we'll never forget you.


Lots of love - Anggerek, Linda & Noris

Lunch with "KING"

Today we had lunch with the king of fruit - DURIAN. This is my first time had durian for lunch. As today was second last day K.Ita at JPSM, I think it will be among unforgettable memory to her. Here the photos. Thanks to En Ibrahim for the durians

The shortest vacation

Date: 7 - 8 July
Venue: Langkawi

I could say this was the shortest vacation i ever had. We did enjoy and had fun there though K.Linda was not able to join us due to "special" reason ;D. We left KL on Monday 6:50PM and left Langkawi on Wednesday 9:35AM. So, we spent the whole day (Tuesday) wisely. We stopped only for lunch and prayer, the rest of time was "explorace time". Enjoy the photos

A poem from my sis (written 23 years ago)

this poem was written by my sis when i was 3 years old

Anak Kecil Itu Apakah Sebenarnya Dia Tahu

Lebih baik kau tidur saja Mutia
Bermimpi dan bernyanyi dalam tidurmu
Dan pagi nanti bangunlah dengan senyum
Berlari dan tertawa
Bahawa kau masih terlalu kecil untuk memijak duri dan api
yang tersedia di depan matamu
Biarkan duri itu ku cabut dan api itu ku padamkan
Agar kau nanti tidak akan terpijak duri dan terhangus oleh api

Mutia...
besar nanti
Berlarilah kau untuk memetik bintang
Mendakilah kau untuk mencapai bulan
Kerana ketika kau besar nanti
manusia akan semakin kehilangan kemanusiannya

Mutia..
Barangkali kau tidak pernah jemu melihat aku
Kerana kau belum mengerti
Kau belum tahu
Apa yang manusia sanjung
dan apa yang manusia pijak
Akulah manusia yang gagal
memetik bintang
Akulah manusia yang kecundang mencapai awan
lantas aku dibuang

Mutia...
Aku tidak mahu suatu hari nanti
kau kembali menyambung
catatan lukaku
Kerana ku tahu
kau tidak akan memiliki
sebuah ketabahan yang sedang
ku miliki kini

Mutia..
Tidurlah sayang
Esok nanti bangunlah dengan senyum
Bahawa air mata ku ini
adalah untuk membasuh luka mu
di hari esok

Januari 1986

and now she is a successful career woman in teaching world
May Allah swt bring her and family happiness now and the hereafter
amin